Boring day...

Today has been a funny day.
I am unbelievably tired. I don't know why.
The past two weeks have been a battle between my body and whatever it is in that Evra patch. My body won.
It mad me moody, mad, restless, and gave me headaches.
Not worth it.

Now I am home. I am transforming and getting better at being brave and fair. Last night I sort of did myself a disservice when fear cropped up a little too high. I wanted to be with my coco and I got scared it would make too many problems with his work. I gotta stop that..

I'm so excited about going home and seeing my family. A part of me feels desperately unsure and worried about the whole thing though. I don't really know why..
I just watched the Anime Paprika, it was amazing.

Missing sleep

Sleep,
It is a needed thing. I'm happy though because usually somewhere near the middle, or end of the day I get a sort of bump of energy. I don't know where it comes from... Anyway, last night I went out and it was nice. I think it was the first party I have really been to with my BF. Which is quite funny because we have been together for quite a while. I see now how much my world has sort of been in the dark, in respect to our relationship. I also see how good it feels to really share my life with him. Sometimes he is just the cutest thing in the world.
Tonight is another party and it should be real fun.
But I am looking forward to doing nothing tomorrow. : P

I am so busy though, lately, that I hardly have time to think about, or rather execute my creative projects. I have a lot of time to think about them! LOL. But anyway, there are so many things going on in the world right now, crazy.